Exams as of today, are finally over! Well technically its not, since i still got the stupid clb paper tmr. Why they put it on the very last day, i would never understand... Anyway i got a million things to say, but dunno where or how to start...
Although the mye is more or less finished, i'm still not feeling the post exam mood (suppose to be a gd mood btw). Annd i dont really know why. Maybe its the fact that i have to wake up early tmr to do a very meaningless paper which i couldnt care less abt. If not for the fact tt i might get expelled or smth, i would glady skip the paper and just get zero. Then there's also the fact tt the exams didnt go as well as i hoped. Its so ironic sometimes, the way life turns out. The only subject i'm confident of passing now is econs, the subject which i barely touched and which i was very prepared to just fail. But it just so happens that the few topics i studied came out. Then came the maths and chem papers which just totally killed me. And after finishing the chem paper today, i realised what was the problem with my method of studying. Memorising stuff at the last minute never helps. And banking everything on organic chem is foolish. As they say, putting all ur eggs in one basket is never a wise move. But the worst thing of all is that this is not even the end of the journey yet. There's still quite a long time till the A levels and i'm alr soo tired. To realise that all ur effort was in vain is enough to strip anyone of their fighting spirit...
And as anyone would know by now, Michael Jackson died exactly a week ago, 25/06/09. And the whole world is in mourning. But not very long ago, he was known as Wacko Jacko, that white pedo fag who terrorised children with his plastic nose. Almost every spoof movie made fun of him and he was the butt of every joke. Now, he is known once again, as the King of Pop, the gloved one. And suddenly every celebrity is acting like their best friend died. I mean to feel sad is justifiable, but totally devastated... Well one can't help but feel a little sceptical abt this. Are they truly saddened by his death or just merely being politically correct? I mean if he has influenced them in such a huge way, where were they when he was close to bankruptcy? All they would have to do is donate some money each and MJ would become richer than Bill Gates. He then wouldnt have to embark on that gruelling tour. 50 shows is ALOT and coupled with the fact that he would have to dance and sing and that he only weighed 50kg at the time of his death, even if he didnt die of cardiac arrest, the tour would have killed him. But the most disgusting thing would be his dad. When asked about his son, MJ's dad started rambling on about his business. I mean seriously... wth is wrong with that man???
Anyway i think its sad that MJ is only able to find peace in death. Only after his demise did people start to sympathise with him and remember his genius. And this is so typical of people, we only learn to treasure smth after its lost. Anyway jus gotta say R.I.P MJ
